Left In Letters.

This is a short thing I wrote in January. It basically was a big metaphor of mine and my best friend's friendship. I hope you enjoy it, it's one of the best things i've wrote in my opinion. Enjoy.

 LEFT IN LETTERS:

    It seems like it's been days since i've been begging for an honest answer that you only can give to me. I've been crying and screaming for a while now, I was scared to death of what you left in the letter you wrote me. It layed there, on OUR coffee table, in OUR living room, in OUR house. Taunting me. It wasn't our house anymore ever since you left. The image of you grabbing your bags and walking out give me nightmares. Without you here, my heart has went  from being warm and glowing, to dim and frozen. I just need you to tell me that you love me until I die. When I die, will you still come for me? Reach out your arms and catch me.. i'm fading..fading. I'm drowning in the black ocean with water coaxing my lungs. But i don't panic... This is but of my own intentions.
  We were best friends, nothing more. In reality, my heart desired more than friends, and my mind went along for the ride. Now look a me. Have you ever seen such a miserable person? I lie and put a smile on my face and laugh, when i'm only hiding my true self; I just want to collapse and break down. Why should I even restrain myself anymore? I told you i'm throwing the towel in. A towel that was once white now coated in the blood from my aching veins that flowed just for you. This isn't my fault.. its yours. Trust is a word not used in your vocabulary, its more of betrayal. I trusted you from the beginning, I guess i handed you the knife myself. You killed me. You. how does it feel to be the reason of the death of the one that loves you more than anything, or anyone? Live a happy long life my friend and desired lover, for you have cause misery in a once young happy life.
                                                             Yours Truly<3

I Want To Be A Photographer.

I've recently became really interested in photography. I used to take pictures of nature, such as trees and the sky. Don't get me wrong, I love writing. Photography is my love also, i've become more involved with taking pictures of people than nature. Here are just 2 previews of friends who were kind enough to be victims of my photogrpahy.
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 The first photoshoot I did was with my friend Kristen. Kristen has beautiful features and a curvy body. She's full of life and the camera is always attracted to her, I can see her in more shoot with me.

Photos of Kristen: With me in the last one.

The next shoot I did was with one of my close friends, Shannon. Shannon is very creative when it comes to make up. Though she might not believe it, she could become a future model.

Photos of Shannon:

If you, or someone you know want me to have a photoshoot with them, let me know, and i'll gladly be of service.

xoxo, KerriAnne<3

Power of Music.

Its amazing how one song or melody can change something. It can change someone's happiness, mood, excitement, and bring memories from years ago. The music you listen to, sometimes describes who you are, but don't put you in a class. In some places, if you listen to rock, you are label as the stereotype 'goth' or 'emo.' If you listen to country, you're a redneck. Why can't we all just listen to music, and enjoy it and sing our hearts out and be one? Is it really that hard? Honestly, we all need something relatable every once in a while, and somewhere to fit in. If you are someone, like me, who loves alternative, and loud music, and a great crowd, you fit in at shows. I remember the first show I went to, my favorite bands were performing, I actually fit in for once. No one was unique, no one was stared at for wearing skinny jeans, we were all one. Its amazing what music can do to not only one person, but to hundreds, if not millions of people.
                                      "If music be the food of love, play on." -William Shakespeare
                                      
                                                   xoxo, Kerrianne<3